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Git is a version control system that enables collaboration and code tracking. An important aspect is the use of branches to work on features and fixes. When working on a branch, two key commands are git merge and git rebase. The difference lies in how the history is handled. Merging preserves the history, while rebasing moves local commits on top of the latest remote changes, creating a linear history. Additionally, options like --no-ff and --squash affect how the commit history appears, with --no-ff keeping individual commits and --squash combining them into one.

I was born with ADD and have struggled with depression and suicidality since 14. After heavy LSD use, I ended up in a five-year HPPD nightmare — stuck in cycles of depersonalization, psychosis, and voices. THC made me instantly paranoid and delusional, until I discovered D2 blockers like Amisulpride. They silenced the chaos — even thoughts I’d mistaken for just being “me.” SSRIs cured a deep chest pain I didn’t know wasn’t normal. That’s when I realized: I could trace my symptoms back to neurotransmitter pathways — and start mapping them out.

This article aims to show that ADHD in combination with chronic cannabis abuse does substantially increase the risk of developing schizophrenia and other disorders.

I'm not a neuro-biologist. This article doesn't mean to add any scientific value. Please do not cite anything or take its plausibility/correctness for granted. This is just a hobby and part of therapy in terms of fun activity.

With over 24 million users, cannabis is the most widely used drug in the USA; a seemingly harmless substance if you smoke a joint in the morning - abuse, however should not be underestimated as it has many long term consequences.

This article contains a collection of basic neurobiological knowledge. If you are interested in this topic, feel free to read the following sections. However, do not expect any conclusions.

I want to share anectdotal insights into how SSRIs might have cured my MDD after 20 years of suicidality.

I was born with ADD and barely made it through classes. I was good enough to pass without learning or doing home work, but as I grew up, Depression, addiction, chronic pain and psychosis became such a burden that I wanted to begin understanding what's wrong with me that no doctor can fix.

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Hi, I’m Mo – a Senior Full-Stack Developer with 12+ years of experience. On this blog, I share insights into my work, exciting projects, and modern technologies like TypeScript, JavaScript, React, and GraphQL. You’ll find regular posts on clean code, frontend and full-stack best practices, agile software development, and sustainable architecture. Whether as a lead or team member, I focus on effective collaboration and pragmatic solutions. This blog is my space to share knowledge, reflect on new tech, and connect with others – from Freiburg or remotely. Take a look around and feel free to reach out!