I was born with ADD and have struggled with depression and suicidality since 14. After heavy LSD use, I ended up in a five-year HPPD nightmare — stuck in cycles of depersonalization, psychosis, and voices. THC made me instantly paranoid and delusional, until I discovered D2 blockers like Amisulpride. They silenced the chaos — even thoughts I’d mistaken for just being “me.” SSRIs cured a deep chest pain I didn’t know wasn’t normal. That’s when I realized: I could trace my symptoms back to neurotransmitter pathways — and start mapping them out.
Mo's Blog
I want to share anectdotal insights into how SSRIs might have cured my MDD after 20 years of suicidality.
I was born with ADD and barely made it through classes. I was good enough to pass without learning or doing home work, but as I grew up, Depression, addiction, chronic pain and psychosis became such a burden that I wanted to begin understanding what's wrong with me that no doctor can fix.
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